En esta vida

So today's court session was inconclusive.. Got to drag it till July.
Can't wait for it to end.. The amount of mental torture its putting me in.. I'm going to falter.


Alot of things for me to worry about.. But mostly its about accomodation.


I'm suppose to be asleep, i got work tomorrow. But i just cant get my brain to rest. It just keep on thinking and thinking and thinking. This uncertainty is certainly killing me.


Sometimes i just want to be selfish and escape.. letting go of all this troubles.. But i just can't.

Fucking useless me.